Please don't say "I'm sorry for your loss" please don't say "at least he wont be in pain" no no no. Please send your "Get well wishes" and your "I'm praying non-stop wishes" PRAY PRAY PRAY. I believe in God and I believe that Jesus was his son. For those who accept him into their life and soul they will be saved by the grace of god. There are many religions in the world. Many people who believe differently than me. But I truly think that we all know in our hearts that there is a God. One giant force of goodness that we crave to know, feel and experience. For that, I am sending out a message to everyone to pray to that God.
I have hope in my heart and a little excitement for the very first time in weeks and it is because Sunil will be coming home. People fear that I will be working too hard if Sunil comes home. I want to tell them to not worry. I love Sunil and it isn't work for me. I want to make his remaining time on this earth as enjoyable and comfortable as possible. There is no place like home. Even if it is only for a couple weeks, while his memory is still here, while Sunil is still Sunil, I want him to come home. We will have someone come in 4 hours a day. That is enough to take the load off. It is more stressful for me to go to the hospital everyday, and wait for other people to help him. He will be home with Trixie. Marlon will be able to come and see him. I will be able to sleep next to him for as long as I can. That to me is worth the little added "work" that needs to be done. Please understand that I am not trying to be difficult. Just trying to love on my husband while I still can!